Ueberdruss<p>Bis heute das Schwierigste: in Worte fassen, was <a href="https://troet.cafe/tags/PTBS" class="mention hashtag" rel="tag">#<span>PTBS</span></a> <a href="https://troet.cafe/tags/kPTBS" class="mention hashtag" rel="tag">#<span>kPTBS</span></a> ausgelöst hat. 2 Wege. </p><p>Weg 1: äußere Ereignisse schildern (<a href="https://troet.cafe/tags/Suizidversuche" class="mention hashtag" rel="tag">#<span>Suizidversuche</span></a> <a href="https://troet.cafe/tags/Geschwister" class="mention hashtag" rel="tag">#<span>Geschwister</span></a>, cholerische Ausbrüche <a href="https://troet.cafe/tags/Vater" class="mention hashtag" rel="tag">#<span>Vater</span></a>, <a href="https://troet.cafe/tags/Tablettenmissbrauch" class="mention hashtag" rel="tag">#<span>Tablettenmissbrauch</span></a> <a href="https://troet.cafe/tags/Mutter" class="mention hashtag" rel="tag">#<span>Mutter</span></a>, <a href="https://troet.cafe/tags/Drogenmissbrauch" class="mention hashtag" rel="tag">#<span>Drogenmissbrauch</span></a> <a href="https://troet.cafe/tags/Schwester" class="mention hashtag" rel="tag">#<span>Schwester</span></a>). Macht Eindruck, war schlimm, aber nicht <a href="https://troet.cafe/tags/Ursache" class="mention hashtag" rel="tag">#<span>Ursache</span></a>. </p><p>Weg 2: inneres Erleben schildern (<a href="https://troet.cafe/tags/Verlassenheit" class="mention hashtag" rel="tag">#<span>Verlassenheit</span></a>, <a href="https://troet.cafe/tags/Angst" class="mention hashtag" rel="tag">#<span>Angst</span></a>, <a href="https://troet.cafe/tags/Ambivalenz" class="mention hashtag" rel="tag">#<span>Ambivalenz</span></a> <a href="https://troet.cafe/tags/Mutter" class="mention hashtag" rel="tag">#<span>Mutter</span></a>). Verstehen fast nur <a href="https://troet.cafe/tags/Insider" class="mention hashtag" rel="tag">#<span>Insider</span></a>, kommt mir selbst unzureichend vor, um meine Probleme zu erklären. <a href="https://troet.cafe/tags/Triggert" class="mention hashtag" rel="tag">#<span>Triggert</span></a> wieder <a href="https://troet.cafe/tags/Scham" class="mention hashtag" rel="tag">#<span>Scham</span></a>. 🤮</p>